Too hot. Too old. & Too far away.

Interesting title. This happens to be my best friend& I's motto about boys because it always applies to us.
Whenever we meet someone interesting and they are interested in us they are either TOO HOT, TOO OLD, OR THEY LIVE TOO FAR AWAY.
By too hot, i mean that they are way too attractive to ever end up with a girl like me.
My friends say i judge myself too harsh& critically but i think they just say that cuz they are my friends and they have too;)
I'm not disgusting- well i hope not.. ;););)
but idk, i have low self esteem when it comes to attractive boys..lol
And that comes as a surprise too many people i know because they all know me as confident Rosie& SUPER boy crazyy
By too old i mean, i usually meet boys that are 18 and older that im most interested in and that doesnt work for me because im so young.
I hate it but i just cant help it.
too far away_ i usually meet them at camp or at eveents and they end up living 3 to 4 hours away up to 24 hours away... My luckkk

There are boys in my school that i am interested in but i dont want just some ol' stupid and quick highschool relationship.
everyone tells me to not grow up so fast but its me& i cant help it
 I can write a million more pages on this one guy that was interested in me but i dont want this to contain dramaa. ha
                                  ~~all i can say is one word== CONFUSION