Anyone out there?!

So I have like no clue on how to look at other blogs& i dont even know if people are looking at mine..
Anyone out there?!?!!
Commentt:)
Do you like my blogs?!
What should i write about? Show my perspective on anything particularr?!

Two words

Scared& insecure.
If those things didn't consume me right now everything would work out.
Ugh, I wish I could zap these feelings away.
But I can't.
Scared& insecure.
Don't let them over power you.

Too hot. Too old. & Too far away.

Interesting title. This happens to be my best friend& I's motto about boys because it always applies to us.
Whenever we meet someone interesting and they are interested in us they are either TOO HOT, TOO OLD, OR THEY LIVE TOO FAR AWAY.
By too hot, i mean that they are way too attractive to ever end up with a girl like me.
My friends say i judge myself too harsh& critically but i think they just say that cuz they are my friends and they have too;)
I'm not disgusting- well i hope not.. ;););)
but idk, i have low self esteem when it comes to attractive boys..lol
And that comes as a surprise too many people i know because they all know me as confident Rosie& SUPER boy crazyy
By too old i mean, i usually meet boys that are 18 and older that im most interested in and that doesnt work for me because im so young.
I hate it but i just cant help it.
too far away_ i usually meet them at camp or at eveents and they end up living 3 to 4 hours away up to 24 hours away... My luckkk

There are boys in my school that i am interested in but i dont want just some ol' stupid and quick highschool relationship.
everyone tells me to not grow up so fast but its me& i cant help it
 I can write a million more pages on this one guy that was interested in me but i dont want this to contain dramaa. ha
                                  ~~all i can say is one word== CONFUSION

Mature. Happy. Summer. Hot mess

I don't think any of us really mature.
As we grow up we just learn how to act in public.
We will always be who we are.
Do try to hide it.
Be respectful& control yourself.
But never change, &if u have too...
Change for the better.
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Im licensed. Have freedoms.
It's new& scary but we all grow up
Nothing we should fret about
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This post is all over the place but whatevsss;)

Today was a decent day. Weathers getting warmer, sunny, can't help but smile.
Can where my birks now!!:P

Only 11 more Mondays until schools out!
Summer is so close, but yet sooo far away.
I can't wait for that last bell I ring& let summer really begin.
Each day brings us closer and the excitement rises.
So pumped..

Ugly

Today in our society it is very important to ppl on how they look.
I think too many ppl are putting too much time on something that's not so important, like looking in the mirror.
I feel like girls aren't girls anymore.
Most mask up their faces with pounds of makeup& go tanning to have that fake glow on them all year around.
Now I'll pause, yea I wear makeup duh, I have a girly side and I love it but it's when you look like a totally different person, u have a little too much on.
& I have tanned before, it's nice but when you orange honey, that doesn't look so hot, that's just my opinion.
Not being rude but.. Whatever
Being natural an yourself doesn't make you ugly.
We should all learn to have a positive self image.
Girls, be comfortable in ur own skin.
Personally I have to work on that as well.
I'm not gonna lie when I look in the mirror I do wish things were different and we shouldn't look at ourselves like that.
When I look in the mirror I just think that God made me in his image and loves me for me.
I have great people in my life and I know I should recognize the good features & not on the not so good features.
Everyone has flaws.
Plain&simple.
I think the day we all realize that, we'll be one step closer to a better world.



Confidence.
Be You.
Beauty isn't makeup.

Rosie defined

Going through high school is tough for some and easy&breezy for others, for me I'm in between. 
Im not the dork or nerd, or "that hot girl" or the popular one.
Im me..
I consider myself popular by my own definition; im friends with everyone & except everyone
I get good grades& enjoy the weekend
i study hard& embarrass myself with my friends
im not saying im perfect and never judge people
we all make mistakes


the one word used to describe me would be: UNIQUE
i think thats the only word that sums everything upp.
im Uniquely Hearted


i absolutely love hanging out with my friends& laughing and just enjoying life
i hate getting caught up in drama- theres NO neeed for it..fo sho!


one quote i live by& love is::::
"It's better to be absolutely ridiculous, than to be absolutely boring."

Just Getting Started

Oh heeyyy
Im just starting off this blogging kinda thing& I dont even know if people will read.
im young, and this is just gonna be a place for me to write & express my feeling. a place to get to know me and the crazy thing i call my personality. ;)
Im not perfect& there are gonna be alot of spelling errors